It's best if I start with just an object and let it happen -- the work as it progresses tells me, shows me things that are happening, guides me. I have to let go of control so I can see and be guided.

If I don't it is a long litigation -- I have to divorce myself from trying to make it happen. Letting go can be the hardest, but I think I have finally learned.

It takes a long time to go with what is happening.